Here it is, almost 2 months later.....

Here it is, almost 2 months later.  I saw my parents over the weekend.  Hadn't seen them since early November.  It wasn't good for me.  I blame myself as I allowed myself to get sucked in to their angst and negative stories.  It affected me physically as well as I hurt all over.  I ended up leaving 1 day early.  I cried alot as I drove home and the next day was spent laying on the couch, reading, napping and trying to come to grips with what had happened and promising myself, yet again, I wouldn't get caught-up in this stuff the next time I see them.  I have ALOT of work to do.  I'm searching spiritually as well.  I'm meditating and reading all kinds of books.