June 12, 2017

Post #22 - Conscious choice

Post #22 - June 12, 2017

When I said I never meant to hurt you, that's a lie.  I knew what I did hurt you and it didn't stop me. I did it anyway, because I wanted what I wanted.  I knew it would change your life and it didn't stop me and it's a sin.  I did a conscious act that I knew would traumatize your life and it did not stop me.   I knew your life would pay the consequences for what I wanted and it didn't stop me.  I  knew the wound would be deep in your life, but it didn't stop me.  It was a conscious act that served me and destroyed  you.   It wasn't a booboo, it wasn't a bummer.  It was a sin.  I've sinned against you.  And  I own it and I'm asking for your forgiveness.  (That begins healing.)

~Caroline Myss